Sunday, March 28, 2010

Vloggies !! =D

A series of vlogs I made today.. Dunno.. was bored =P
Enjoy ! :D

P.S - Might need to increase yr volume slightly to "comprehend" what I'm saying !
And ignore the stupid jokes =P
































Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Mood : Excited !!
Listening to : KatdeLuna Ft. Elephant Man - Whine Up
Working : Pfft ! MY ARSE ! :P
Reading : Daniel Silva - Prince of Fire (STILL haven't finished the book !)
Watching : Sxephil :D
Playing : L4D2
Drinking : Pineapple juice !
Enjoying : Awesomeness..!
Wearing : Pajamas and a shirt.. I'd say it's enough :P
Downloading : 30 Rock S5


(this is the morning update...)
Probably the one thing that's on the tip of my tongue right now...!

I had a very long and very amazing conversation with Sadhvi last night..! And.. I'm just.. super-happy !! We discussed just about everything and.. I cleared out a lot of things from my past.. And.. it just feels soo good now :) Well, let's not count ze chickens before they hatch..!! Or .. wait.. it was count the.. chicks.. before they hatch..? o_O
Chicks..
Definitely chicks...
;)


WAIT
I MEAN
The .. animals..!
Or..
Birds..?
Young birds..!



BLEH !



:P

ANYWAY
Moving on to other things..
I guess I'm really happy after last night and.. of course, since we were up till 2:40 or somethin.. I barely slept..! But, since I are aalsi.. :P I slept at around 3 and woke up at 10:30..! Mum's like.. Beta AB toh sonna band karo..! I'm like... MMmmmm... mHMmmmm..... *ZZZZZZ* Mum: AVII !!!!! My God, she almost scared me !! :D But yeah, thank her at least I managed to wake up without getting late..! :P
You know.. I love these timings.. Wakin' up late.. just.. lazing around before college :P It won't be so after this week =( Coz.. once this week ends, I have to MOVE MY ARSE and go do things..! Writing out the projects.. studying for the 2nd lab practical.. drinking more juice... :P But the POINT is..! I'll be really busy again :( Soo.. I've been wondering if it'd be wiser to get rid of all the writing stuff NOW so that I'm not half as busy as I will be.. I.e, I can concentrate on my studies more..! Besides with Stats and C and FM, I'll be screwed if I don't keep practicing !! (Wow, I kept writing practicing with as "practising" .. Hmm.. it'd probably be write in SOME language :P )

I mean
RIGHT !



xD
Geddiit..??

No..
Of course u don't !
Useless sense of humor !! :P


Moving on to some sad things..

Bhattach has been having problems with her Dad.. Well, a LOT of problems.. But.. I'm glad that at least her hand is oK now.. Though they still need bout 2 months more to heal fully.. But.. The major part of the surgery is done and.. she's going to be better :) I just hope she can keep herself as optimistic as she can during these times.. Coz I Seriously fall short of advice when it comes to all this.. Mainly coz I can never imagine how hard it'd be to be doing a lot of things independently instead of depending on yr parents for it.. I mean, I'm no Mama's boy or somethin..! :P But.. just that they do a few things which, I've seen by now, a lot of other parents won't. So even though I keep saying to myself that they're this and that, I should be thankful that they're there for me when I need em :)

Let's see.. what else..

My dear bhai is busy with his final exams.. Soo.. he doesn't come online AT ALL..! =( Miss him a lot these days.. Frick, I haven't spoken to him in 1 week ! I are missing him !! =(

LOl, kal mazaa aaya.. Wait, I'll get it from the archives

Aavis (3/17/2010 9:07:36 PM): :D
Shyamolie (3/17/2010 9:07:39 PM): lolz =D
Aavis (3/17/2010 9:07:44 PM): "lolz" ?!
Aavis (3/17/2010 9:07:46 PM): OMG
Aavis (3/17/2010 9:07:50 PM): U have sinned !

xD


Anyway
I'm just... happy with life right now.. It's all good :)

Aah, frick it's almost 12
Oh well.. time for my twice a we.. I mean.. DAY.. Twice a DAY !!!
Yes..
I waste water :P

No I don't !!

Heyy, shaat aap !!

MAKE ME !!



....
Ahhem

xD

POINT IS !!
I have to leave !
And.. do... stuff
And stuff
And EAT !! :D


Cyaa !!!! ^^

Thursday, March 11, 2010

Mood : Bored
Listening to : Rob Thomas - Her Diamonds
Working : Pfft ! MY ARSE !
Reading : Daniel Silva - Prince of Fire
Watching : Equals Three !! RWJ
Playing : Resident Evil 5
Eating : Orange !
Enjoying : I'm bored..! Ghanta enjoy ! :P
Wearing : IDK.. You seriously care ?!
Downloading : COD4


Yeahh well I'm BORED !!
I am
B
O
R
E
D
!!!!



B
O
R
E
D
!!!!!!


:D




Ahhem
Point being

I'm BORED.

I just gave an IQ test at this site - http://www.iqtest.com/index.html

And I got 121 !!
SUCK !
I lost 12 points off my score =\
Coz the last time I checked I had an IQ of 133


Anyway, go give yr own and don't be embarrassed at yr score !
TELL MEH !!
:D

My exams are over now.
Mid-sems
Sem 2.
And as usual, didn't do anything today..
Nothing much.

Still ignoring Sadhvi
Still burning the bridges that should have never been built
Still re-building bridges that got burnt
Still... being AWESOME
:D

Do check out some RALness if u missed it.
I don't have a lotta pictures to upload these days.
Mainly coz my arse is usually in front of the PC half the time.
Besides, WHERE do I go out alone ??
There's no point.
So that's why.


*YAAAAAWWWWWNNN*

Now that my exams are over, I have to work on meh stupid assignments and projects.
Yes
"ME"
"I"
"WORK"

Baaki useless people ghanta karte hain =\

*Sigh*

Hmmm.. really have nothing else to update with
Boring day


Boring meh !

Cyaa !! =)

Monday, March 8, 2010

The -ve Epic

Mood : Disgusted, Annoyed, Frustrated, Pissed Off.. to name a few
Listening to : -
Working : Exams.. Marketing tom.
Reading : Daniel Silva - Prince of Fire
Watching : -
Playing : Silent Hill: Homecoming
Drinking : -
Enjoying : -
Wearing : IDK.. You seriously care ?
Downloading : -


So let me start of by saying that although I'm in a very pissed off and frustrated mood, I'm still in my senses and I know what I'm typing..

I Thank God that everybody has stopped reading this so I can peacefully update with life's frustrations and happy times.. More of the former these days..


Today, I would like to talk about Sadhvi and my epic moron-ness.

So let's begin:

It all started with a random compliment in FarmVille and we kept talking, talking and talking. Eventually, I realized how, down to the last detail, she's so perfect for meh. I mean, she has everything. The beauty, the brains, the understanding, the trust, the room for my epic bakwaas.. I mean, after Moolie, she's probably the only person who can understand me fully..!! The main reason behind all this, as far as I know, is that we're both Cancerians and we both connect on many things. We have a zillion common things, fantasies, habits, eating/drinking styles.. literally anything u canimagine..!! And it was all common :) I thought to myself, "This is such an EPIC opportunity. God doesn't send girls like her AT ALL !! I MUST grab her !" And you know....... That's where everything started going all wrong. If you didn't already know this about me, whenever I meet a woman (only applies meeting her in-person), I know what kind of relationship I want with her.. Whether it be friendship, ignore, acquaintance or TRY to commit myself to her. So this time, when I had seen her a gazillion times in school, seen her dance, perform, chatting, laughing (stalk much..? xD ) .. deep-down, I knew if I ever had the chance, I would wanna be in a relationship with her... I just.. thought of it. But u know what happened then...? I came back down to Earth. I realized a girl like Sadhvi could NEVER and I mean NEVERRR go out with me. She's... "out of my league". She's too good for me. I swear to God if I had remembered that 2 weeks ago, I wouldn't be sitting here in pain, crying my eyes out typing this.. The tears are of frustration and disappointment rather than of ... loss or pain. Coz I realized 2 weeks ago that there could never be any chance I could ever go out with her or make her look at me as her boyfriend. I mean seriously, who da frick am I kidding ?? Probably one of the best looking girls of this year's 12th batch go out with a geek like me...? Really ? Soo.. that's why. That's why I'm afraid to tell her how MUCH I love her.. :) I mean.. not the twisted sexual love..! The "I want you by my side" love.. The sweet love :) *Sigh* I've realized one thing about me as well -


I can be easily manipulated emotionally.


It sucks balls !! Sadhvi isn't the first girl this has happened with.. I mean sure, with reference to my shady past, this has happened with a dozen women as well.. But the only difference is that I feel something with Sadhvi that didn't happen anywhere else. That instant feeling of bonding and trust and understanding....
I guess this also shows how... extremely desperate I am to enter into a relationship with .. bloody any girl I find who is good-looking enough and has brains (and a sense of humor !).. =(

*Sigh*

Five things I AM looking forward to this year are-


1) FINALLY meeting Moolie :)
2) FINALLY meeting Bhattach :) (if her plans go allrite with her Dad though.. let's see..)
3) Possibly a new hatchback for meh !!! :D Still haven't decided which though..
4) Going back to Chandigarh and enjoying the relaxing lifestyle :)
5) Possibly going to a company for some summer training.. This one will be off the hook, i.e, not the legal one which we're supposed to do. That I have to do in Sem 4.. But, we'll see if it's possible.


I'm hoping that I get at least 3 of these.
They are in order of preference..



Anyway, I'm off to some more studying/revising for the 2 easy exams left :)
Probably head over to my second home, i.e, Bunker, with Bharat for a few days and then.... IDK...
Loneliness =|


CYAA ! :)