Exploring The Past

Mood : Laughing

Listening to: Jai Ho
Reading : BRM of BA
Watching : IPL(Delhi won !! )
Playing : CS

Yo !  

XD

Well, back with a few updates.  Honestly, it was a very boring Sunday.  Break-up of the day's happenings time-wise :  (I know.. got nothing better to do :P )

8:15 

Woke up.  Felt like peeing XD

10:45

Done with breakfast and stuff.  Reading the paper

11:45

Leave for IMS.  It's a prepatory place for the upcoming Entrance Exams.  I've got the first batch.  25 gals and 15 guys ! :P  (I don't like any of em !!  Damn, my luck sucks !)

Had a lot of fun .. !!  The best dialouge - "Toh raat ko sun thodiya hota hai bewakoof !!"  XD  LMAO !!!  And he was a science student ! :P

13:30

Break between classes.  Getting bored :|

14:50

Classes over.  Awesome weather.  Expecting a huge storm :D

15:30

Reach home.  Done with lunch.  After checking Facebook n Yahoo, talk to a friend of mine for an hour or so.  Fall asleep while talking to her XD

18:15

Wake up.  Head was heavy.  There's an awesome storm outside !!  Enjoyed the weather :)  Thought about my ex .....

19:00

Mom n Dad go out.  Play on the PS2 after 3 months.  Had a lotta fun playing Man Hunt 2 and NFSMW !

20:00

Waited for the second match.  KKR v/s DD.  Delhi won as usual !! :D

Still thinking about my ex...

21:00

Had Dinner.  Watched TV.  Video Called my brother.  Had some laughs with him :)  Realized I have a test tomorrow.  FREAKS OUT when realized I have a test tomorrow !  Stopped myself from almost peeing in my pants XD

23:30

Talked to some more friends and studied as well.  Started updating blog.

Well .. it was  a boring Sunday :P

Some other things I wanna talk about..

My ex

:|

I know... It still hurts.

I guess everybody has relationships, everybody has break-ups.  It happens.  The sooner we move on and realize that there's no point in crying over split milk, the more better and .... what's that word .. ??  "cheeriful" life seems .. 

Well, this is finally one place I can talk freely knowing my ex can't read all this.  (I have no idea why I juss said that .. !! :P )

Hmmmm, let's begin..  Honestly, I loved her like .. hell .. !!  I really loved her.  And she knew that.  She knew I would do anything for her.  I could even kill XD  It was that strong :)   I knew it was bound to happen sooner rather than later.  One wrong sms in the middle of the night lands up in her Dad's vision and ... it was juss downhill from there.  I knew I had screwed things up majorly.  I had in the past as well..  I somehow walked away ... our hands clasped together.  Not this time...   She wasn't that typical gal you would meet on the street, she wasn't "hot" as guys would quote.  I mean, she didn't have that infamous "36-24-36" figure XD but... it didn't matter to me.   She was beautiful... Her hair... her lips... her personality... I somehow felt ... alive when we broke up.  I was lost in my own little world with her.  I would write her poems, take her out, give her gifts, throw water on her :P  ....  love.   Juss one small mistake... I tried to make good again but... it was too late. .....

Ever since then, I've been on this quest to "look for love" .  Frankly, I was addicted to love at one point of time..  I juss wanted to be loved by someone.  Even a pet-dog .. !!  Hehe ..  Although I'm talking about women, I juss can't find that perfect one ... or if u wanna look at it by the "Wait For The Perfect One" scene, that's killling me !  I mean, if I don't know who the perfect one is, how can I wait .. ??   What if she's already in front of me or juss passed by me ?? 

K .. enough crap about love :P

Guess I juss lose myself in this never-ending fantasia...  All I want is to write poems again.  That's where the whole problem started from.  Err, here's a link if you wanna have a look : http://aavis.deviantart.com/gallery/   If I were you, I'd start reading from the next page (option at the bottom). My recent poems have been nothing but crap.   Btw, if you wanna read a poem, juss click on the box to open it.   To fill that need, I needed to love someone.  To love someone, I needed to be in a relationship.  To be in a relationship, I needed a gal.  THAT was the problem !  I didn't have a gal :(  Don't have one since about ... 9 odd months.  I know I know... Having a woman in your life is not the only priority but, duude... I wanna be happy.  Besides, I don't want women for one-night stands or crap.  Though I wouldn't have been able to do that :P, but that's not the point !  

I've got a test tomorrow.  I think I'll pass :P 

Anyway,  enough for now.

Will keep yaa updated !

Cyaa ^^