Mood : Active

Listening to : Switchfoot - We Are One Tonight

Reading : -
Watching :  South Park =D
Playing : Half-Life 2  (Yeaah !!)

Again, I apologize for yesterday :P

LOl !

Anyway, a few updates..

So I woke up at 7 yesterday and "ACTUAAAAAALLY" went out to jog ..!  It was ... fun !  I did 3 rounds power walking, then jogged the entire path again, took a 5 minute break and then walked 2 more rounds.  All in 30 mins. !! (the length of the track was somewhere like 250m-300m) If I keep this up, I'm sure things would get more pleasant... aka ... I'LL LOSE WEIGHT !! XD  Well, I'm only 75 and I'm 5'11 , soo.. it's not so bad.  I was also looking around for any places/things that might help in building upper body strength (Punjabi bole toh.. mere dole-shole !!!! XD XD ) Couldn't find anything :\  Hmmmm, dekhte hain.. Should find something somewhere..

Boring day today..  Did mainly GK, slept and participated in this gaming tournament !!  Yeah .. reminded me of the old days :)  I guess the only difference was that this time I was paying more attention to the Wii and the top scorer.  But, I eventually did break his record by a good margin ! :D  ... and I'm really happy.  You know.. there's some... gaming bug in me that juss won't go.  I was born to do this.... I know that.  But, unfortuantely, no one else does and... they wouldn't really give a damn anyway.  Let's see if I win the prize again :)  It's a Nintendo Wii.  If I do win it, it'll be the 4th gaming console in my room !! :P  I barely play games these days...

Speaking of games..

HALF-LIFE 2 !!!

Most todd game ......... that my PC can support XD
Yeahh, a 76 wouldn't really give me a graphics card yaa know :(

Let's see.. I've at least managed to shorten the time gap for my new phone !

Soo, I was playing Half-Life 2 and I was trying to kill these huge robots when I heard a "Bong" . It was the alert for my Yahoo Messenger whenever somebody IMs me.  I was puzzled.. I had set my status to invisible.. Well, minimized it and saw it was .... my ex.

:|

I was in two-minds.. Whether I talk to her or not.  But, I care about her , soo.. I replied back.  There were times when I felt like switching back to the game but.. I was already dead by then :P

We juss talked about random things... How to deal with that new crush.  Apparently, she's still in her old habits of reading "X" and interpreting "Y" XD .. Well, can't blame her.  Sometimes I do talk vaguely but... Aahh, forget it

Sooo, it was juss a short convo..  She left about a few minutes back.  I guess school ki holidays start ho gayi hongi..  No wonder she's up late again !  Hmmmm, wanted to talk to her about school and how she's been doing. Aaah.. let's see

Well, as u can see by my depressed tone, Prateek didn't come :( :( :(
I hate my Mom even more than how much I did earlier.  I don't know if that's possible but... Apparently, she gave me the most stupidest of all excuses.. "Prateek ka toh college pakka ho gaya hai.  U still have a few exams left. Give them properly and then you can have "masti" " .. I was like," BULL SHIT !  I won't fail in my exam if he comes over for one day !! Bloody it's not like they're tom. !  They're around 3 weeks away !!!!"  Hence, I was VERY angry all day. Barely studied except for GK n Maths.  And yes.. I will be angry at her till the 7th of June.  You wanna learn how to keep grudges, u talk to me ..!!  Bloody, I can be angry at anyone who pisses me off.. And, mom did that VERY badly .... :\

Sooo, I did what I could.  Juss studied n slept.  Nothing much.  I also got a VERY horrible headache ... in my head 

=P

Ahhem !

Well, what happened was that I was doing some Maths in the morning after Mom told me Prateek wouldn't be coming and since I was fuming at that time (thankfully, I didn't punch any walls or anything ! ) I decided to vent it all out on Maths.  Unfortunately, quite the contrary happened..  I didn't realize I was racking my brain too hard on the calculations and I was doing all the questions so quickly that .... I lost sense for a few seconds and then.. it hit me.  Very sharply... this.... unimagineably sharp pain in the side of my head.... like someone stabbed me .. !  God, it was horrible.  An aspirin didn't work, soo.. I fell asleep somehow for around an hour.  Mom woke me up, shaking me from side to side !  I felt very ... drowsy at that time.  I finally got perfect sense half an hour later... mainly coz my stomach had more rats than the Yamuna (XD) .  The rest of the day I felt sorta lethargic, soo.. I decided I'd so something less stressing like GK.  Anyway, I feel ... scared now :\  Seriously...  I wonder if this thing is starting to go beyond my own control.  I've been debating whether to tell Dad or not but... this is certainly NOT the time.  I've got exams and GDs + PIs coming up.  If I get hospitalized for this, I can't waste any of that time doin' nothing.  Let's see......

My grandmother gave me a big silver coin of Ganeshji today.. Yeah, she's very religious. Me .. I'm religious to the extent that I believe in God and that HE/SHE DOES have the power to change things :)  Said I should keep it near me from now on.. 

Err.. I wrote this stupid poem today.  IDK how I even wrote it...  I was juss listening to songs in my break and... things started to form n.. this .. piece of crap came out ... !  Check it out : http://aavis.deviantart.com/art/You-re-My-Everything-123630378

I hope if this keeps up I can improve my poetry again :)  Honestly, I still have NO IDEA how it came out.  I only write poems when I ... love someone or have feelings for em.  

Hmmm.. I wonder what's going on...

Anyway, I need to prepare "Note To Mansi" and then catch some Zs

Cyaa ^^