Mood : Stressed

Listening to : BEP - Boom Boom Pow

Reading : Time Series Analysis

Watching : -

Playing : L4D !

Eating : Chowmein & Drinking : Mango Juice =D

Enjoying Off : TO MANGO JUICE !

Wearing : Green h/s + Jeans

No seriously

MANGO JUICE

=D

Well I intended this post to be a bit sad because I've been having some problems lately and regrets and ... shit

Well, shit isn't a problem

XD

Ahhem

MY POINT BEING that I'm a little down on life majorly because I keep regretting my decisions and actions of the past, which obviously can't be changed, but you always feel that you could have done it a lot better but if you think about the fact that the choices you made at that moment in that frame of mind can't compare to the ones that you can make now ... Sometimes if our mind was alert enough to think like that at that point in life, wouldn't it be a lot more simpler...? Or would it still have been the same for you ?

So basically these decisions and regrets are eating me up and.... I .... don't know what to do (as USUAL) .. Soo .. I've been in a foul mood because of all this (as USUAL) and now I feel like trapped between two things in life both of which I cant control (as USUAL) =\

Life kinda sucks

I don't wanna go into details because you 2 probably know what I'm talking about...

If you don't , I'm glad you don't

=\

No mood to post any links or news items.. Will do that tomorrow.

Yupp.... I'm gonna say it again.. I can't just accept my past the way it is.. or was.. or.. well, I just can't.. Because the past had an adverse effect on my present and now it's gonna screw up the future if I don't do something FAST..

The video is the second one I made today.. I couldn't upload it coz a FEW PEOPLE had problems and I had to delete it =\ So check out this one and the other one on Facebook.. Of course, I was the camera guy so you won't see me in either video

......

Uhmmm....

So anyway

.....

Well...

Yeahh I got nothing else

I feel right now as if life was a trial against me and I was convicted for DUI or something..

Yeahh .. IDK
ANYWAY

I gotta go

Cyaa ^^