Mood : Happy
Listening to : -
Working : -
Reading : Daniel Silva - Princes of Fire

Watching : -
Playing : L4D2 !!
Drinking : -
Enjoying : Summers are the comes !
Wearing : IDK.. You seriously care ?! :P
Downloading : -Southpark S 14 ( can't find it =\ )

So we plan to do a on-the-spot mass bunk today in college.

(trust me.. BAD IDEA)

So I was, as usual, stuck in between the 2 sides and couldn't figure out what the frick to do.

TOO LATE !
Teacher's already here and we ran our arses back in class.

Since she was young ( the one who uses too much makeup ??) well, she figured out what we were planning (SO OBVIOUS !) so she grilled us for 10 minutes until one idiot got up and explained everything. Soo, she got cheesed off and ( LOl .. geddit ??! "grilled" .. "cheese" .... ) ( ...) (ARGH !) ANYWAY, since I was unluckily sitting on the frikkin' first row, she looked at MEH and started asking questions !!! Lol, best part was that since it was one of my fav. subjects, I answered all of em easily. LOl, she must have got more cheesed off ! :D But anyway, she started teaching us again so it's all good :D

Then I finally talked to Aslesha today.

Which reminds me..

Since she's not going to be reading my blog, I can write WHATEVER I want about her ! ! ! ! :D

Heehhee

HAA HHHAA AHAHAHAHAA

MUAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHHAAH

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ahhem

:P

So I finally talked to her and found out that she had been having some friend issues (yes, it's the same guy) ( arrogant bastard) so it's kinda affecting her but hopefully with what we decided today, it might help =)

Plus, with the whole walking marathon I had around EEA today, my legs are the killed !

Seriously, my legs have been hurting a lot past few days.. All my joints are stiff and they hurt when I run.

This sucks really bad =\

NOTE : THE FOLLOWING IS FROM TODAY, I.E, 6TH FEBURARY, 2010

Mood : Annoyed

Listening to : -
Working : -
Reading : Daniel Silva - Princes of Fire

Watching : -
Playing : L4D2 !!
Drinking : -
Enjoying : Summers are the comes !
Wearing : Man U t-shirt w/ black sleeves & jeans
Downloading : -HIMYM S05 E14

Let me put it this way.

It's been an annoying couple of few days.

Honestly, I'm just more pissed of at myself and not at others. Coz of all the bullcrap I've been doing and the people I've been pissing off, it just.... makes me think about what kinda guy I really am. A lot of times I'm still making my decisions like a 10 year old kid. Which, SUCKS ! I've been facing the biggest dilemma of my life for the past month and I swear as every day passes by, it's becoming more difficult.

Naturally since I have a habit of bottling up all my anger and now that the bottle is full, I NEED TO EMPTY IT !!! =| Frick, it's really frustrating when things DO NOT go your way.

Yupp, life is going smooth & "dandy" ^^

And then all of a sudden bullcrap has to come back AND FRUSTRATE MEH.

Grrrr...

Besides, I've realized.

Things can NEVER be perfect in my life. IF I find ONE SMALL SOURCE OF HAPPINESS, 2 other sources just HAVE TO GO BAD =| It's as if this was all meant to happen and I'm getting dragged along instead of walking or .. enjoying the journey.

Yes yes, I know I've not been updating this.. I've been too lazy. Besides, every time I would sit down to update, one of u would come online and then I'd discuss everything so there was nothing left to update with !

*Sigh*

Aside from the zillion things that are common in between me n Sadhvi, it's a pain that I keep saying stuff which is mis-leading.. I mean OMG, it's as if I've NEVER learnt from my past mistakes. I ALMOST HAD A FKING BREAKUP BECAUSE OF THIS !!!!!!!!!! But ... NOOO ! Moron that I am, it keeps happening. Worst part is when I'm talkin to someone, I sometimes phase out and never know how the other person might interpret that. Which is really annoying and then I have to apologize for my own stupidity but then it's already too late

BALLS

=\

Aah frick somethings are just hopeless. I have to accept the fact that even if I'm at the point where that road splits up into 2, with no clue where each might lead me, I'm not the type who'd close my eyes and pick just one. I'll sit on my arse and decide with "extreme thoroughness" the consequences of both the paths. I've been facing a lot of hardships and a lot of difficult decisions in my life.. Some, which took months to decide and some which I never made....

Point is, I'm at one of those again and now I have to figure out what to do ! Coz flying over both isn't an option that someone of my morals would allow me to go through with (if you think about it, that's cheating :P ) so .. sit on my arse and decide.

And yes, one of em is covered with roses.. which .. might sting if I make the wrong choice.

It's simple..

But.. it's beyond my maturity

As far as my college friends are concerned, they can BITE ME. Fking useless people. Seriously. Never been so annoyed with em and how "college politics" works. It's such bullcrap. No wonder I've been losing my patience over this. ANYONE would.

As far as ME is concerned, well.. No. I think I've changed but for all the wrong reasons. It's surprising for my own self sometimes as to how good I am at screwing up things.. AMAZES me ! And yes, there's hope but it's all about sitting on yr arse and waiting for time to fly by.

As of this point, I really don't care what any of you wanna interpret from all that. I know I might regret that later but.. I guess I stick to the present more these days. But, you know what ? Do what I do.

Close your eyes and think about what I said. It's always easy to read and interpret the first thing that comes to yr mind. If you're really that interested (which I don't think so), u'll close yr eyes and give this some .. IDK .. deep thinking.

Frankly, if I can do that for the past 4 years for all of you, I'm surprised you can't.

But then again, I'm the moron, not you :)

Cyaa ^^

P.S - Yes, I'm still pissed off at the network tower incident. GAWD you fking retarded babus X(