You know, I just want to say one line...
One line that has torn apart my life bit by bit since Sep. 2009
September is never a lucky month for me...
All the bullshit that's ever happened to me in my life...
Origin - September
This line, represents my feelings

It's self-explanatory and it kills for all seasons
It represents how love has the power to make and break
It represents... warm beginnings and cold ends...





























































































When you have found the love of your life, you lose the love of everybody else in your life

Mood : Thoughtful
Listening to : My CPU making random noises !
Working : Makin notes..
Watching : -
Playing : -
Eating : Chowmein !! :D
Enjoying Off : -
Wearing : Red T-Shirt combo + Sweater with Black pjs

Downloading : L4D2 (Hope it works -__- )

So yeahh..

I got nothing better to do !

Just want to leave a quick update of my "feelings" and what all I've been doing past 2-3 days ..

(Going back 2days and then coming to today)

1) Nostalgia - I was in a ... slightly nostalgic, socially unaccepted and BORED mood.. Soo, I decided to read through my earlier blog posts.. It was.. fun ^^ To see how much my thinking and typing and using the f word (decreased to zilch !) and re-living what I had been going through the past 4 months.. I mean, I had completely forgotten about it and all the other things which take me to -

2) Friends...? - Of course, I read through all the shit I had gone through Ahana & Prateek... And I realized how none of them had changed since then.. =\ =\ Which was actually very disappointing to realize. Sure, they're my "friends" and I had hoped that they would have understood by my "hints" but... I'm afraid we Indians will learn by only one method - STAND IN YO FACE AND BARK ! Which is what I plan to do with both of them... And I don't care for one frikkin' second if that may jeopardize my friendship with either of em.. Of course, I'd kick myself if something bad happened between me n Prateek but .. Bhattach.. naah, I don't give a shit about her to that extent. And we all know why =|

3) Sense Of Direction ? - Yes gaming has and will be a HUGE part of my life until I'm at least 30 or somethin' .. I have expressed my concerns to Moolie if I had better grades from 8th, my parents might have taken my gaming angle and given it more serious thoughts.. Unfortunately, I just happen to be in between that whole scenario where neither I can game peacefully for as long as I want or get good enough grades to impress em.. Yes, I hate being stuck in between in many situations of life

4) My Girlfriend...? - Possibly the most controversial and talked about topic on my blog.. Because as u all know how big of a tharki I am >.< hair ="D">

5) Shruti - (DO NOT READ THIS IF YOU'RE IN A BAD MOOD.. You'll end up doing something random or .. absurd) oK this is where I draw the line... Shruti, I've had enough.. I haven't had a conversation with you since WEEKS. Sitting frikkin' 500 kms. away I know there's something wrong with u but apparently ur not interested =\ So do one of two things - Tell me there's something wrong and I can help u with it or just tell me there's nothing convincingly enough that I don't bug u with it and I can have a rested soul.

Well..

That feels a bit better..

Seriously, my social life is the pits. Moolie is the only person I'm talking to for more than 5 minutes.. This is ... having a devastating impact on me... I didn't realize it would be this.. hard to live without talking to anyone.. Plus I don't even talk to her everyday so it gets more harder.. Besides, if I don't start talking to people, I'm gonna go loco.. I am NOT kidding =\ The only solution I have to the "Dead social life" is by playing games till 2 and then watching the regular vids. on YouTube. Yes, I play Left 4 Dead 2.. Which, isn't exactly working at it's best but it's good enough..

So I've realized 3 things that I need -

1) People to talk to

2) Better prioritization of my studies and gaming, and

3) A girlfriend ! (Yeahh like, since 1 year =\ )

Damn It ...

Cyaa

REALLY GAY !!

Mood : Mixed
Listening to : Kiss Me Through The Phone - Soulja Boy Ft. Sammie
Working : Makin notes..
Watching : Ind v/s SL (India kickin' arse !) & Kiplix =D
Playing : FarmVille !
Eating : Eclairs =D
Enjoying Off : -
Wearing : T-Shirt combo + Bhai's old sweater with Black pjs

Downloading : L4D2 (Hope it works -__- )

I IS BACK !!

AND I WILL KICK SOME ARSE !!! :D

If you haven't already read, this is for you guys -

Today I gives u the ONCE-IN-A-LIFETIME (or at least till this week =P) opportunity that u can ask me ANY 10 QUESTIONS THAT YOU WANT !!! (Random mood) (I'm bored ! =P ) If there might have been any question that you might have thought of or anything that u came across and wanted to ask but were hesitant, YOU CAN ASK NOW !! U have 1 week to redeem this awesome opportunity ! Of course, all questions will be answered honestly !! Think about it =D .... Or, after reading this u might add another count of stupid against my name =D

Yeash.. I gives you the opportunity !!

MAKE USE of it.. Coz then I won't answer if you ask later on any stupid questions..! :P That's why I said take a week.. Think about it.. !

In other news, I wasn't updating for a while because... well, it's a long story

Initially, I was low on space on my C: drive (I wasn't.. stupid virus =\ ) so I started deleting stuff.. I didn't know what I had deleted by the time I was through but I knew I had gotten rid of at least 11GB of my entire hard-drive :D Now most of it was some more important files for Javascript and Visual stuff (which I don't know much about) and it pretty much screwed up my system !! I was soo .... annoyed and scared at the same time ! (Scared coz if Dad found out, he would shove me off the roof !!) but when I logged in today, everything is AWESOMETASTIC !! :D Or.. it's Awesome ! (awesometastic sounds gay =\ )

That's why -

I IS BACK !! =D

Since all of us are hearing/reading everything about those 26/11 blasts, I'll keep this post a happy one and share my sorrows in the next one ^^

So I was thinking yesterday about a few things and then I realized something -

I'm MAH frikkin' genius ! :P

Well, not exactly but here's what I realized -

Ever since I broke up with Raina, that "Loss-Of-Trust-In-The-Opposite-Sex" has developed in me :( I mean, that is REALLY GAY ! I have no clue why that's happening.. Infact, it's more of confidence and not trust. I can't tell/explain to you how I used to behave with a woman if I wanted to enter into a relationship (or at least try to) before all this happened, but I know that there are a lot of things which I'm not doing now and it makes me think that I've lost my confidence and "interest" in the dating game.. Which is REALLY GAY !! I mean, I "thrive" on loooove ! I needs it !! =( Gotta figure out something.. =\

Anyway,

Here is something ENTERTAINING for you guys :P

IDK why but just for the fun of it, I wanted to see how I'd look with a moustache !! :P :P

As you can see, I also got those Elvis Presely sideburns xD

AHHEM

Anyway..!

My mom has become an active Facebook user now.. Yeahh, she's all like, updating her status, uploading pictures, watching videos, making comments, writing on my brother's wall from my account..! Yupp !!
Hell, the whole family is addicted to Facebook now ! :P

oK, I've embarrassed myself enough today..!

Go... read a book or something !
It'll increase yo short vocab. :P

AND GO KICK SOME ARSE !!

AND THINK ABOUT THOSE QUESTIONS ! :D

oK, I'm going now !

Cyaa ! ^^

Bhayio, Beheno aur anaye Bewakofoon...

Mood : Stress-Free =D
Listening to : Ricky Martin - Livin La Vida Loca
Working : Makin notes..
Watching : -
Playing : Silent Hill =\ (Screw this)
Drinking : -
Enjoying Off : Home Alone !
Wearing : Lazy shirt & black pjs with bhai's sweater :P

Downloading : L4D2 (Hope it works -__- )

STOP READING THIS

GO GET A LIFE

:D

Hmmm..

Haan toh bhai scene sunn lo ab. I'm not gonna go around telling both of yaa individually (assuming Shruti SHOWS UP ONLINE ANY TIME THIS YEAR) :P

As usual, I haven't talked to her (yes, u know who) till now. Mr. "R" needs a stick up his arse to coordinate things better.. Hell he can't even manage his own life and he's trying to set up 2 of his friends.. Aah, I love this guy ! :D So anyway, other than what I've already mentioned, she has some gujjar crushes (Yes gujjars like her) ( "woh maal hai" in their terms =\ ) .. So I've been warned by him and another friend to not pursue da matter... You know.. I'll give yaa 2 reasons why I WON'T do that -

1) Coz I'm AWESOME

2) Coz I'm MAH frikkin' gujjar expert ! (Uhmm.. gujjars don't deserve their "g" to be written in the capital font.. Screw em =\ )

I've handled many a situations like these with em .. Been 3 years now so I don't worry shit about them.. Besides, I've got a few senior friends of my own ! (non-gujjar of course) and some of women ;) (best to convince gujjars !) and other guys.. They can probably do SOMETHING T_T Soo.. my strategy here is that to first find out if the gujjars are in the 2nd year or 3rd year.. If they're in the 3rd year, it'll be NO PROBLEMO coz once I get in 2nd year, they'll get the HELL out of the college and problem solved =D However, if they're in the 2nd year, gujjar or no gujjar, although I have respect for my seniors but if they start messing around with me when I'm in my 2nd year and they're in the 3rd, I will shove a few things up their arse -

1) Tu uska baap nahin hai (uska = Ritika)

2) Tu uska bhai nahin hai

3) Tunne usse paison se kharida nahin hua

So that pretty much doesn't allow em any right to "book their ticket" if in the meanwhile they'll go frikkin' flirting with their own classmates.. SCREW U B!tc|-|es =\ =\

But since we all know them gujjars are of limited intelligence, I have other ways to convince em of this matter..

On the other side, when my 1st exams are over and we're in Sem 2, it would be just "friendly communication" between me n her (so that I can get to know her a bit so that I can see if it's really worth all the trouble I'll be taking from 2nd year). (I also hope that IDIOT can introduce me to her tomorrow.. Last day of college before exams) (From 1st Dec to 8th Dec) ( Screw them !! They were supposed to last 2 weeks) ( =\ ) (WHY am I writing like this ?! )

Anyway, she's hawt (SHUT UP !!) so it's obvious why she's getting all the gujjar attention .. Ugh =\

Hmmmmm..

My (Oh I'm sorry.. OUR) presentation on that Business Communication was yesterday.. Dad & I had already found a presentation the day she told us about this.. "Aptly named it as 'Communication' " ^_^ And then I edited it a LOT to make sure it'll go allrite in college. Somehow that BIHARI in our group yelled out our topic in class for no apparent reason..... And guess what ??

DAMN SLUT STOLE MY TOPIC !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =\ =\ =\ =\ =\ =\ =\

SCREWWWWWWW UUUUUU !!!!!!!!!

It was obviously NOTHING in comparison to mine.. Oh I'm sorry... "OURS" .. =\ Anyway, it really pissed me off and at the end of their's I was like, " *Cough SCREW U Cough Cough* :D

Then when our turn came, she was frikkin' GIGGLIN' in the FRONT ROW and frikkin' DISTRACTIN' MEH .. B!tc|-| !!! =\ =\ =\ =\ In the end, ours was much more AWESOME and the teacher asked me to MAIL HER the presentation :D :D :D (which I'm doing right now)

Moral of the story : DON'T BE A B!TC|-| .. U'll lose :P

Those SLUTS didn't even know the spelling of "Definition" !!

NOIDA Metro is going Awesometastic ! :D However, Indians remaining Indians, here are a few examples of their stupidity -

1) Tapping/Thumping the token on the screen instead of the sensor =\

2) (my fav.) Taking joyrides (i.e going far ahead their assigned platform) and then going to another station where the machine goes crazy crazy crazy and then they get DETAINED !

3) Not waiting for the other passenger to finish crossing the checking gates and then introducing their token/card instantly which BLOCKS the frikkin' machine (leading to no. 4)

4) Once a machine gets broken down, the other people start shoving into the adjacent lines. I yell, "SCREW U !" and shove em back =D

You see.. we need to LEARN

Morons

And because of all that thumping the sensor part with tokens, they've already been weakened.. Coz when I apply my card gently, nothing HAPPENS.. And it's been just 3 frikkin' days !

MIND YOU !!

Go over to Facebook and check out some pics. I shot of the Metro in the album "RAL" <-- (Yes, click on it.. It'll take u there... Lazy peeps)

Moving on,

I got my first final exam of Computers on 17th where apparently someone (an external duude) will come and ask us questions.. My roll no. being as awesome at is ( 1 !) I'm frikkin' SCREWED !! But I don't need to worry ... much.. Coz I'm MAH still toping :D 56/60 That SLUT got 55 =\

I'm MAH also go to Bunker :D 3< >3 . WHAT THE CRAP ?!! .. whatever that .. symbol is.. I'm MAH play L4D2 because it's gonna be FRIKKIN' AWESOME.. As awesome as Megan Fox bare-backed =D

(DAMN)

Anyway,

GO DO SOMETHING BETTER IN LIFE

Go .. watch 2012.. I heard it sucks though.. But the explosions and destruction is outta the world !

Literally !!

Cyaa ^^

VLOGathon !!!

Mood : Relaxed
Listening to : Beyonce - All The Single Ladies
Working : GPM Project Examples =\
Watching : iJustine
Playing : L4D !!
Drinking : Milk
Enjoying Off : Awesome Mausam !
Wearing : What you'll see in the videos :P

Like Totally Awesome !!

All the videos are of 30 seconds to 1 min. each.. Sorry I made so many though ..! :P

Uhmm..

Enjoy !

1. Woke Up

2. Err.. Bath ?!

3. NEWSPAPER !!!

4. Leavin' Home

5. Main Road

6. Coming Back Home

7. It's Raining !

Well I've covered pretty much everything in those videos.. If I didn't

SCREW U then !! :D

I'm MAH go now and rest ^_^

BECAUSE I NEED IT !!

UUU
Go do something ... innovative !
Go tell ur teacher, " HAaa hee.. It's all good and I'm MAH LETCHA FINISH but you really SUCK at teaching and and... "..." teacher was da best and u need to GET A LIFE !! "

XD

Do it !

Cyaa ^^

Mood : Kickass !
Listening to : Atif Aslam - Aadat
Working : On L4D Screenshots
Watching : SportsCenter
Playing : L4D !!
Drinking : Warter
Enjoying Off : CAMPAIGN FINISHED IN EXPERT DIFFICULTY !!! SCREW ALL !!!
Wearing : NID T-Shirt + me fav Pjs

OMG

EXPERT !!

FRIKKIN' EXPERT !!!!!

I FINISHED A CAMPAIGN WITH 3 BOTS ON EXPERT DIFFICULTY !!!!!!!!!!!!

My God, I could throw my phone off the roof !!!!

:D

It's like.. Such a HUGE thing for MEEEEEE !! It's as big as a pile of gay hippos having an orgy

XD

If u'd watch SouthPark, I can bet my arse ur ROFLIN' right now !

Anyway,

I'll work on the files later.. Just copy and paste a few stuff I sent to Moolie today in college -

LOl.. Kal kya mazaa aaya..!
I was all done with some final touchings on my projects and sat down to update at 12:30.. I laid my head down and thought about what to write ..... And I frikkin' fell ASLEEP !! :D
Abhi I'm in college right now.. Boring class. That SLUT is giving her presentation =/
I hope Ritika comes today ..!
Anyway, I'm hungry now.. I'm MAH go get something to eat
Hope u had a good day ! I'll be online after 5.. I'll be doin some gaming so DO NOT DISTURB ! =/

And then few hours after that -

Yesh..! I saw her =D ^_^ :D
Ahhem

Damn she's hot =P~
AHHEM

I couldn't.. well, talk to her.. My friend Mr. "R" couldn't help coz she was in a rush.. =/
But she did come down once for no apparent reason and we had eye-contact.. Yeahh..!!!
Now I'm gonna go all like ZOMG EEEEEKK !!
XD

LOl

Hopefully, I can talk to her tomorrow with my hairs as awesome as they are tomorrow

...

xD

MOVING on,

I'm done and dusted with every frikkin' project and presentation.. Well, except for one which is on Friday but really, it'll be a breeze ^_^ Other than that, college life is usual..

(Yes, she's like ... HAWT =P~ )

(xD)

(HAVE TO STOP doing that !!!!)

(Manners....)

(MMmmmm.... =P~ )

(ENOUGH !!)

=D

MOVING ON ..!
My brother's coming back in exactly one month :D Which'll mean that I'll be free with my exams till then and we're gonna enjoy !! I'm also hoping that he'll bring the CDs I asked (rather begged ..!) to bring along .. Forza Motorsport 3 and GTA 4

Yes, GTA 4 is slightly pornographic O_O

But it's a "GTA" !

*Uses Hand Sanitizer*

So the Metro's INAUGURATION is tomorrow !! :D Awesomeness is about to start ! Heyy btw, just in case you missed the news on this (Go share it with yo friends, it's hilarious !)

What happened was that there was a huge scandal between Mayawati and Mrs. Dikshit because they couldn't decide who should inaugurate the Metro coz technically it's the "Delhi Metro" and it should be done by Mrs. Dikshit but since it's been launched in "Radio City" NOIDA (Yeahh, that's what they call it ..! Fools ) , it should be done by douchebag Mayawati ... So the truce that they've reached is that Mrs. Dikshit is gonna be inaugurating the part of the Metro which runs into the Delhi side and Mayawati will be doing the same in the NOIDA side of the Metro AT THE SAME TIME ! :D Political-standoff !! The full article is probably in day before yesterday's TOI. Go read da news !

Speaking of news, DO NOT miss today's paper.. Grab it, read it and enjoy it !! Today's a really good news day so I can't post every bit of news.. Just go read the whole thing ! ^^

The 7th ODI got washed-off in Mumbai.. Apparently, there had been reports that a high level cyclone was approaching India from the Arabian Sea side (Western side for u peeps) and that Maharastra, Goa and Karnataka were in danger.. Thankfully, no one got killed but there did get A LOT of rain. Probably something you don't want when Winters are just comin' up

FVOTD -

1) College Humor - Hardly Working: Stomp -

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Le5nB5Bi6K4

2) College Humor - Jake & Amir : Pie

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kg-2FJtb5G4

3) Fox News FAIL

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vJCw8b1JKmQ

4) iJustine - Just Give To Me !!!!!!!!!!!!! T-Shirt !!!!!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L-WZtlDPcJ0

5) Ownage Pranks - Fishing Buddy Prank Call

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=86U9MKnoNUc

6) RayWilliamJohnson (Equals 3) - Horse Bites Girls Head Off !!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9CCF2Kbwvlw

Anyway,

My VLOG plans have been a bit dampened =\ But if you keep ur fingers crossed, u'll be in for a surprise tomorrow ;)

Ahhem

So here's my FINAL song list where I shall be ripping off songs from --> THIS SITE <-- AND --> THIS SITE <--

Personally, I recommend the second one because it produces far better quality in much lesser space

Exactly what u'd want from a pirated song =D

Anyway, here's the list -

After Midnight Project - Take Me Home

Cheryl Cole - Fight For This Love

Demi Lovato - Did You Forget

Backstreet Boys - Straight Through My Heart

Orianthi - According To You

Lil Jon - Give It All U Got

Jay Z ft. Rihanna & Kanye West - Run This Town

Stereos - Throw Ya Hands Up

System Of A Down - Sugar

System Of A Down - Chop Suey!

Wisin & Yandel - Gracias A Ti: Remix

50 Cent - Baby By Me: MTV Version

Lady Gaga - Beautiful, Dirty, Rich

Michael Buble - I Just Haven't Met You Yet

Natasha Bedingfield - Soulmate

Natasha Bedingfield - I Wanna Have Your Babies

Natasha Bedingfield - Pocketful Of Sunshine

Daniel Powter's - Bad Day

So go download a few songs now..!

Piracy Fudge Da World !! :D

Anyway,

I gotta go do some business now

...

Ahhem

I'm MAH update yaa guys with stuff if anything will happen tomorrow (Or "today" by the time u read this... And "Gazillion years ago" if Shruti had to read this...!! -___- )

COME ONLINE

It won't kill u !

Hope both of yaa are havin fun ^_^

Cyaa !